Live Painted at HMAC- during MOON HOOCH.

Orignal SOLD: 11x14 Prints Availabe & clothing in the shop

I created this after I had a panic attack and felt stuck into the depths of darkness. I now feel called to share...Expressing myself through art was the only way to tap into my inner darkness in a healthy realm...here is the meaning my story.

I felt I didn't want to face the darkness, although the darkness is a pure and there was so much more growth to bring forth in that darkness in order to bring the light of the healing flow. Every time I cried, an anxiety attack would trigger and I couldn't release my emotions correctly.

My heading was exploding of thoughts that are endless circles of feeling empty, numb and falling into a black hole of time that exposes of actions that were not my mortality and created self-destruction, guilt and shame. I identified myself as my anxiety, depression, dyslexia, learning problems, post traumatic stress, mistakes I made in the past. Pulling layers and layers of myself off, and all the masks one can carry to hide. The hand is getting sucked into the hole of a new portal, a new time, new creations of my own being and now.....

I choose to connect and be one with my body. Honor myself and take control. Shedding attachments, shedding old behaviors, shedding programmings that no longer serve me, shedding fears, shedding the memories that have held me back to reach towards my true self, and shedding feelings of worthlessness. I CHOOSE to not ignore these feelings, I allow myself to accept them and not let the past define me, not let me disability label me, not letting my anxiety, depression trauma define who I AM. Because I AM evolving every day. I AM POWER, I AM LIGHT, I AM LOVE, I AM FREE, I AM REACHING and EXPANDING. Not ignoring the Darkness, being with the darkness, loving it, embracing it. STANDING IN MY SOLVERTY.

Embodying and grounding to my aligned self, awakening my heart and allowing my DNA to feel the movement in my body of LOVE. The balls of light reaching towards are my guides, my loves, my musical vibrations that guide me to release, feel and strive higher than ever. Releasing the stagnant darkness that was eating me alive. I CHOOSE to expand my mind, my desires calling by reaching towards the light of infinite possibilities, opening my eyes connecting to the universal powers to HEAL. To feel the freedom, bliss, joy and LOVE. We deserve this light and love, the fog in my brain is gone and I know what is mine.